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  Johanna Lindsey

  Captive Bride

  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  One

  THE WEATHER WAS pleasantly warm on this early spring day…

  Two

  A THOUSAND TWINKLING stars could be seen on this clear…

  Three

  PAUL CAXTON SAT staring moodily out the window of his…

  Four

  THE SUN WAS high over the trees when Christina finally…

  Five

  A PLEASANT BREEZE ruffled Christina’s skirts as she and John…

  Six

  SOMETIME IN THE middle of the night Christina was awakened…

  Seven

  DAMN, BUT CHRISTINA could be a bitch when she wanted…

  Eight

  WHEN CHRISTINA WAKEFIELD awoke the next morning, she had a…

  Nine

  THE SUN WAS just clearing the mountains, taking away the…

  Ten

  THE DAWN CAME slowly for Christina. She had slept fitfully…

  Eleven

  IN THE SLOW days that followed, Christina and Philip fell…

  Twelve

  THE SUN WAS still above the horizon when they reached…

  Thirteen

  DURING THE WEEK that followed the accident, Philip rested in…

  Fourteen

  THE DAY WAS hot when Christina finally stirred beneath the…

  Fifteen

  A MONTH PASSED swiftly by, and then another. Though it…

  Sixteen

  IT HAD BEEN five days since Yasir died, and the…

  Seventeen

  THE PAIN IN his eyes brought Philip awake. When he…

  Eighteen

  IT SEEMED TO Christina that she had been running for…

  Nineteen

  TEN DAYS HAD passed since Philip brought Christina back to…

  Twenty

  CHRISTINA WAS CURLED up on the couch absentmindedly staring at…

  Twenty-one

  DAMN, BUT IT’S going to be another sticky day, John…

  Twenty-two

  TWO MONTHS HAD passed since Philip sent her away. Christina…

  Twenty-three

  “JOHN, CAN I talk to you before you leave?” Christina…

  Twenty-four

  A WARM, FRESH breeze brushed against Christina’s face and played…

  Twenty-five

  THE BRIGHT, CLEAR day was blocked out by the heavy…

  Twenty-six

  IN THE SLOW-MOVING months that followed, Christina busied herself preparing…

  Twenty-seven

  IT WAS MIDDAY in late September, and the slow-moving ceiling…

  Twenty-eight

  CHRISTINA STAYED AT Victory for a month after her lying-in,…

  Twenty-nine

  PHILIP POUNDED HEAVILY on the single door. It was opened…

  Thirty

  CHRISTINA HAD SPENT the entire morning trying to avoid Estelle.

  Thirty-one

  PHILIP STOOD IN the open doorway watching Christina sleep. He…

  Thirty-two

  IT WAS THE fifth day of the new year, 1885.

  Thirty-three

  CHRISTINA AWOKE TO her son’s loud crying. She grabbed her…

  Thirty-four

  DAMN IT, DOCTOR, why won’t she wake up? It’s been…

  Thirty-five

  PHILIP WOKE WITH a splitting headache. The sunlight streaming into…

  Thirty-six

  THEY HAD BEEN married six months, six blissful months. Christina…

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  THE WEATHER WAS pleasantly warm on this early spring day in the year 1883. The slightest of breezes played daintily with the great oak trees that lined the long driveway leading to Wakefield Manor. Two fine white steeds attached to an open carriage stood breathing hard before the huge, two-story mansion.

  Inside, Tommy Huntington paced fretfully back and forth across the large drawing room with its gold-brocade furniture, waiting impatiently for Christina Wakefield to come downstairs. Tommy had rushed over to see her after finally reaching a decision concerning her, but now he was getting nervous.

  Damn it, she never used to take this long, he mused as he finally stopped pacing and stood before the window looking out at the Wakefields’ vast estate, not until she started wearing dresses and putting her hair up. Now every time he came to see her, he ended up waiting a half hour or more before she would join him.

  Tommy was having second thoughts about what he wanted to tell her, when two soft hands slipped over his eyes, and he could feel Christina’s breasts pressed against his back.

  “Guess who?” she whispered playfully in his ear.

  Oh God, he wished she wouldn’t do that anymore. It had been fine when they were children growing up together, but lately her nearness was driving him crazy with desire.

  He turned to face her now, and was enchanted by her uncommon beauty. She was wearing a form-fitting dark-blue-velvet dress with white lace adorning a high collar and long sleeves, and her golden hair was piled in countless ringlets about her head.

  “I wish you wouldn’t stare so, Tommy. You’ve been doing that more and more of late, and it makes me nervous. I would think I had dirt on my face if I didn’t know better,” she said.

  “I’m sorry, Crissy,” he stammered. “It’s just that you’ve changed so much this last year that I can’t help myself. You’re so beautiful now.”

  “Why, Tommy Huntington, are you telling me that I used to be ugly?” Christina teased him, pretending to be affronted.

  “Of course not. You know what I mean.”

  “All right, I forgive you,” she laughed as she crossed to the gold-brocade couch and sat down. “Now tell me why you are here so early. I didn’t expect you until dinnertime, and Johnsy told me that you looked fit to be tied when you rushed in here.”

  Tommy felt perplexed trying to find the right words, for he had not prepared his little speech. Well, he had better say something before he lost the courage.

  “Crissy, I don’t want you to go to London this summer. Your brother will be home in a couple of months, and I plan to ask him for your hand in marriage. Then, after we are married, if you still wish to see London, I’ll take you.”

  Christina stared at him aghast. “You take too much for granted, Tommy!” she said harshly, but calmed down when she saw the stricken look on his boyish face. After all, she had always known this day was bound to come. “I’m sorry I snapped at you. I realize that our families have always considered us a perfect match, and perhaps someday we’ll marry, but not now. You’re only just eighteen, and I’m seventeen. We’re too young to get married. You know I’ve always been isolated here. I love my home, but I want to meet new people and know the excitement of London. Can’t you understand that?”

  She paused, not wanting to hurt him. “I love you, Tommy, but not the way you want. You have always been my best friend, and I love you the same way I love my brother.”

  He had listened to her patiently, knowing how strong-minded she was, but her last words hurt him deeply.

  “Damn it, Crissy. I don’t want to be a brother to you. I love you. I want you as a man wants a woman.” He came over to her and, taking her hands, pulled her up against him. “I want you more than I’ve ever wanted anything else. Taking you in my arms and making love to you is all I can think about. It’s become an obsession.”

  “You’re talking foolishness, Tommy. I don’t want to hear any more!”

  Christina pulled away from him, and a moment later Joh
nsy, her old nanny, bustled into the room with tea. So no more was said on the subject.

  They had an enjoyable dinner together after going for a long ride to relieve the tension. Since Christina had resumed her normal, carefree manner, Tommy tactfully did not mention his desire for her again.

  Later that same night, as Tommy lay in his own bed thinking of Christina and that afternoon, he felt horribly apprehensive. He was suddenly positive that if Christina went to London this summer as she planned, it would change her whole life and ruin his. But there was nothing he could do to stop her.

  A THOUSAND TWINKLING stars could be seen on this clear summer’s eve. A warm breeze softly tossed the treetops, giving a glimpse here and there of a full, rounded moon lighting the landscape. But the peace of the beautiful English countryside was broken by the Wakefield coach rumbling over the empty, dusty road.

  Inside the large, richly upholstered coach, John Wakefield stared pensively at his own reflection in the window. A lone candle standing in a sconce on the opposite side cast a subdued light over the deep-blue-velvet interior of the coach.

  He just might enjoy this trip to the city, John thought, he knew Crissy would. He turned to look at his sister, who was sleeping undisturbed on the seat across from him.

  Christina Wakefield had changed from a mischievous tomboy into a strikingly beautiful woman, all in the short year that John had been away from home. He had been shocked to see her so grown-up on his return a month ago and still couldn’t get over the incredible change. Her figure had filled out to stunning perfection, and even her face had changed so that John hardly recognized her.

  He studied her face now, as she lay dreaming sweetly. Gracing her high cheekbones were thick lashes that seemed to have grown longer in just a year’s time. Her straight, narrow nose and rounded chin seemed more pronounced now that she had lost her youthful chubbiness. John knew he would have his hands full trying to keep the young bucks at bay when they reached the city.

  Crissy had wanted this trip to London for her eighteenth birthday, and John had found no reason to deny her wish. Christina Wakefield had always been able to get what she wanted, he mused. She had had their father wrapped around her little finger, and now she had done the same thing to himself. Well, he didn’t mind. John enjoyed giving in to his sister: she was all he had left.

  He remembered clearly that fateful day four years ago when Jonathan Wakefield had died in a hunting accident. John had to inform Crissy of their father’s death, for their mother took it so badly that she died three weeks later—from grief, the doctor said. But even with John’s own grief, he somehow managed to help Crissy through her suffering. Crissy spent most of that time riding wildly across their estate on her black stallion. John let her do this freely day and night, for she had told him only three months earlier that she could forget her troubles by riding with the wind.

  John wanted to laugh at her then, for what troubles could she possibly have at her age? Well, he had learned soon enough that troubles come to all ages. The riding helped Crissy through her grief, and she returned to normal sooner than she might have after suddenly losing both parents.

  It was up to John to raise Crissy after that, but he couldn’t have done it without the help of Mrs. Johnson—Johnsy, they called her. She had been their nanny when they were children, but now she took care of Wakefield Manor and supervised all the servants of the estate. John could still see Johnsy shaking her finger at him before they left for London, her brown eyes wide with concern.

  “Now you be keepin’ an eye on my baby ’ere, Johnny boy,” she had reminded him for the third time that morning. “You don’t be lettin’ ’er go fallin’ in love with none of those London gentry. I don’t care for the likes of those London dandies with their uppity ways, so don’t you be bringin’ any ’ome!”

  Crissy had laughed and mocked Johnsy as she got into the coach. “Shame on you, Johnsy. What would I be doin’ fallin’ in love with a London dandy when I ’ave Tommy ’ere waitin’ on my return?” Crissy threw a kiss at Tommy Huntington, who had come to see them off. Tommy lowered his head in feigned embarrassment, but John could tell that he wasn’t happy about Crissy’s journey to the city.

  Tommy lived with his father, Lord Huntington, on a neighboring estate. Since there were no girls of Crissy’s age living nearby, she and Tommy had been constant companions since childhood. John and Lord Huntington had always hoped they might marry someday. But Tommy, with his sandy brown hair and light brown eyes, was only six months older than Crissy and was still just a boy in John’s eyes. Crissy was now a young woman, however, and of an age to marry. John had hoped that Tommy would mature as soon as Crissy, but perhaps she would wait for him if she loved him.

  Who knows how the mind of a woman works, John thought absently. He didn’t even understand Crissy’s feelings for Tommy: whether she felt only friendship for him, or something more. He must remember to ask her about it later, but she would probably be so busy the next few weeks that he wouldn’t have a chance.

  John smiled, imagining the surprised faces of the young men who would seek her out when they discovered that Crissy was not only beautiful but intelligent as well. John chuckled to himself, recalling the heated argument that their parents had had over Crissy’s education. They had compromised, and Crissy was schooled like any man but was also taught the feminine arts of sewing and cooking whenever their mother could find her.

  Yes, Crissy was educated and she was beautiful, but she had her faults. Her downright stubbornness was one fault that she had inherited from their mother, who would stand her ground on any subject if she felt herself in the right. Another fault was her quick temper, for she could get angry over the smallest thing.

  John sighed, thinking how hectic the next two weeks would be. Well, it would only be two weeks. He dozed off then, as the coach continued along the lonely road to London.

  Christina and John Wakefield were still asleep when their coach pulled up in front of the two-story house on Portland Place. The sun had just edged over the horizon, turning the sky from pink to soft blue, and the birds were singing cheerfully.

  Christina awakened when the driver opened the door of the coach. “We’ve arrived, Miss Christina,” he said apologetically, and went to take down the luggage from the back of the sturdy vehicle.

  Christina sat up and straightened her hair, which had fallen in long tresses all about her. She smoothed her dress and glanced at John, who was still sleeping soundly across from her, his blond hair lying softly across his high forehead.

  She shook his leg gently. “John, we’re here! Wake up!”

  Slowly John opened his dark blue eyes and smiled, running a hand through his hair as he sat up straight. Christina noticed that his eyes were bloodshot. He must not have slept very long last night. She was surprised that she had slept so soundly.

  “Come on, John! You know how excited I am,” she pleaded.

  “Slow down, young lady,” he laughed, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. “The Yeatses are probably still sleeping.”

  “But I can unpack and get settled in, then spend the day shopping. You did say I could have a new wardrobe, and what better time to buy it than my first day here? Then I can wear my new clothes during our stay,” she said happily as she jumped out of the coach.

  “Didn’t that etiquette instructor teach you anything at all, Crissy?” he scolded her, shaking his head at her breach of propriety. “I know you’re excited, but next time wait until I help you down from the coach.”

  They walked up the few stairs to a pair of large double doors, and John knocked loudly. “The whole house is probably asleep,” he said, knocking again.

  But the doors swung open wide, surprising them both. A small, chubby woman with red cheeks and graying hair smiled out at them.

  “You must be Christina and John Wakefield. Come in—come in. We’ve been expecting you.”

  They entered a small hallway carpeted with an Oriental rug, with a stairway at the end. A mahogan
y table stood against one wall, laden with small, lacy figurines.

  “I am Mrs. Douglas, the housekeeper. You must be tired after your journey. Would you like to rest a bit before startin’ your day? Mr. and Mrs. Yeats are still abed,” she said cheerfully, leading them to the stairs.

  “John probably could use more sleep, but I would just love a hot bath and then some breakfast, if it isn’t too much trouble,” Christina said as they reached the upstairs landing.

  “No trouble at all, miss,” Mrs. Douglas said. She showed them their rooms and left.

  The driver followed them up with the luggage, and then went to tend the horses. John excused himself, saying a nap was just what he needed, when a young maid entered with water for Christina’s bath.

  “I be Mary, the upstairs maid,” she said shyly as she pulled out a large tub and poured the water in. “If there’s anything you be needin’, miss, just let me know,” she added.

  “Thank you, Mary.”

  Christina surveyed the room. It was small compared to her bedroom at home, but beautiful. A gold plush carpet covered the floor, and the gold-canopied bed had a small marble-topped commode on one side and an ornate chest of drawers on the other. A green-velvet settee stood in the corner by the single window, which was draped in light-green velvet, and a gilt-framed mirror leaned against another wall.

  Mary finished putting away the clothes Christina had brought with her just as more water arrived, and Christina was finally left alone. After pinning up her hair, she undressed and sank into the steaming hot water. She leaned back and relaxed.